So....As many of you might know, Simbelmyne will burn down. We used pictures without permissions, and this is why I think I can not continue. Everything will be cleared down. Continue? How?
I'm so tired. These stupid half-understand things will cause my home's end. End....The end....
There are sooo many pages with Deviantart's pics, sooo many writes on them it's own signs and names.....But this will happen, so I won't cry. I learned enough from that place, from that peace. I will die one day. But not today. I will survive. Maybe one day with a whole soul.

I wanted to tell only a few things: we didn't want to hurt anybody, we didn't want to break rules. We never said that those pictures are our creations, and we didn't want any credits for them. We got inspiration thanks to them, and we could write. Honestly, I don't think we would have been strong enough without inspiration. We were young.
At the beginning we didn't know anything about Deviantart. We got a few wonderful pictures as presents, and we fall in love.....And after it we thought our page is small, only a few people plays there our games, only a few people writes about a dreamworld. Who cares about this?????
We put our heart in those poems, novels, games. You can say that we did something terrible, but we only wanted to be free in Fantasy. Play, fly, run, love - freely. You can say that we are thiefs, and every picture belongs to you - but we never wanted your characters. Only something, something that we weren't strong enough to dream and draw alone. Something that could show our souls' little, chosen pieces.
Many of us don't understand English. Why we didn't ask you? Because many of us couldn't do that, and many of us never thought that they should have done it. And me? Heh...You can say I was stupid, but I was so tired after a day with leading a story for our company, that I couldn't even think clearly.

Oh well.....
I think the children of my country plays a lot on pages, like ours. I would like to think that many of them found Deviantart thanks to us. And maybe one day they will be the best drawers or writers here.
I would like to think that we could have done this in a good, honest, pure way. And in that case maybe we could live more happily.

For me this is the end.
But I will survive, and somehow I will find a way to feel the magic of Fantasy again, and write about it. Just...not now.

The other worlds and I are together - forever and never.